Monday, March 5, 2012

A letter to my son

Since I'm no longer allowed to talk to my son I'm posting a letter to him here, perhaps if I'm lucky someone who knows him will see this and tell him to read this..

To My Son, Duncan Anderson Wyatt, this letter is to inform you that as of this date published any and all financial assistance given to you since you reached the age of 18 is considered paid in full.  You no longer will have any feeling of owing me anything, whatsoever.

My only request is that you explain to me what I did/done to make you hate me so much?  What did I fail to do for you as a mother?  Also, I pray that you will forgive me for not being the mother you felt I should have been, (as your wife has told me repeatedly before I was forcefully sent away). I didn't abandon you in January, I left for my own safety.

I want you to know that I will always love you no matter what happens.  I wish I knew what I did wrong as you grew up though, I worked to give you a good education, always defended you to others, did my best to protect you.

I am sorry for every angry outburst I have ever directed at you in the past, I will leave this earth knowing that I have asked you for forgiveness for every wrong you feel I have directed at you and that there is nothing left of any perceived responsibility toward me either monetary or emotional.

Whether I ever hear from you again, I will draw my last breath with my memories I have of you, as a young boy and as a proud father.  This will be my last communication with you, I will never bother you or your family again it is now your decision to continue to have a relationship with me or not.

If I don't hear from you, I know that the rift between us will not be mended and that I have lost you forever.  Just remember I love you and I always will.

Good-bye my son again find it in your heart to forgive me I didn't abandon you in January of this year. I am the one who has been abandoned.

I'll love you always,
Mom...